Tuesday, October 14, 2014



October 14, 2014

Well.... I am alive!!!  We had to stay inside yesterday because of the typhoon. The winds were pretty crazy and everyone was calling us to tell us to get home.  We were riding our bikes back as fast as we could... soooo scary, but so funny. Anyway, I never thought I would be sending this e-mail.  This is my LAST e-mail home before I SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!  I seriously can`t even believe it.  I don`t know if I can adequately express how awesome this last week was and how much I wish I could be a missionary forever.  I have really been blessed by God and I haven`t really thought about going home or felt trunky at all.  Everyone has to keep reminding me that I am going home, that I am going home next week.  It seriously doesn`t feel real. GENERAL CONFERENCE WAS THE BEST!!!  It was cool to think that my family was watching it from all ends of the world (Japan, New Zealand, Chile & Utah). 

Kaori chan. We met her on the street 2 weeks ago and she is amazing. She rides an hour by bike just to go to our lessons. After teaching her lesson one she said she wanted to be baptized. However, her dad says she can be baptized just can’t join the church.. So she went home and told her parents about everything she learned with us and how much she loved it. But they wouldn’t listen. She took the “Strength of Youth” pamphlet home and showed her parents.  She is only 16 and has so much faith. She was so sad we had to cancel our appointment yesterday because of the typhoon. 

Leiah is like the coolest most amazing person ever and we met her last Saturday.  Her brother died this week, but she wanted to meet us.  She is from the Phillipines and has so much faith in Christ and has really had such a hard life, but she is positive and trusts in God. When we taught her the plan of salvation, she said you guys are the answer to my prayers. My brother wasn’t really good and so I have been so afraid for him and praying for him, but now I know he has a chance.  You gave me hope, you gave me relief.  Then when we taught her about Joseph Smith she said I think the things you are saying are real. I believe you.  She inspires me.  It is crazy how we met her the week before her brother died. 

We had interviews with President Yamashita last week and I sure do love him so much.  At the end of my interview, his eyes started to water and he just said "Sister Crofts, I am going to miss y" and I said "stop! stop! I still have a week.  I still have one more interview." I was just crying so bad because I don’t want it to be over.  Because the Yamashitas were in Yokkaichi for interviews, we asked them to do a lesson with Kobayashi san after.  When Kobayashi san met President Yamashita he just turned to me, eyes big, and said "WHOA. chikarazuyoi" (which means, like full of power) We talked about the doctrine of Christ and how baptism is just a beginning and focused more on the temple. The Spirit was so strong, there was so much peace and power and as I spoke, I couldn’t speak quiet enough.  It was probably one of the strongest moments in my life.  Kobayashi san, he is SO ready. He understands that President Yamashita is a member of the First Quorum of Seventy and so it is a big deal to be able to meet him. Oh my, that was seriously the coolest lesson ever. So then, Kobayashi san came to general conference broadcast, both sessions on Sunday.  He loved President Monson’s talk so much and he bowed so humbly and quietly whispered amen after his talk. So after the first session, he turned to me and said "Crofts san, President Monson said the same things that you have been telling me. I thought it was kind of fushigi (wondrous) na.." Then during that hour break, several of the members who have helped for his lessons were sitting by us and Kobayashi san was just teaching us about agency and charity. He was telling us how lately he has been thinking a lot about charity and he doesn’t know why.  He feels like he is wanting to do more nice things for other people and if you don’t have charity you are nothing. We said, Kobayashi san!!! There is a scripture that says that!! He couldn’t believe it. Then he started talking about how he thinks it is amazing that God gives us agency because if we weren’t unhappy we couldn’t really appreciate true happiness.  One of the members and I almost jumped as he was speaking because it was so profound.  So right before the second session, I said "I know you are ready to be baptized, I don’t know your worries or concerns, but God does. There is a baptism this Sunday, and I really feel you are ready. Before you answer, I want you to watch this next session of conference because I know that God will comfort your heart and give you His answer." SO OF COURSE. EVERY SINGLE TALK could not have been more directed at Kobayashi san.  I felt bad that everyone had to listen to General Conference when it was for Kobayashi san. Using our free agency... honoring our ancestors through family history and the temple... and of course. Elder Bednar`s talk?!?!? OH MY. I couldn`t believe it. He loved it. He ran over to Oda Shimai and said "I got my answer Oda san!!!" He left soon after conference, and we tried calling him that night and Monday, but he didn’t answer. He wouldn’t meet Monday because of the typhoon. He told brother Itakura that he would see us on Wednesday. So now we are waiting!!!! ahhhh. I think he can make it for this Sunday. 

Well, I have so many things I want to tell you about, and this mail is all about  Kobayashi san because ahhhh he is just so aweosme. I have been walking faster too because of the boot you sent me. Thank you so much Dad!  Also thank you Liz for the awesome package too!!! I wish Bobby and Kristy could come on our trip, but I know they are exactly where they are supposed to be. I am so excited to see you next week!!!! 

Our bike ride all the way out to Komono to see Kobayashi San

Kobayashi San's mom gave me a chair for my foot.  She is so cute.

I got to see Jessa and Sakura Chan

Jo Chourou gave me a ginger pen because I love ginger so much. Ha Ha  so funny.

Kaori Chan and Sayaka Shimai. I love them

Mika is the happiest ending. She is going to America, her depression is gone and she has changed her life.  It was so awesome to see how much the gospel changed her. She is so happy.

Of course you need snacks to watch the General Conference broadcast. I love this.

I have the best companion ever!! Me and Oda Shimai.

Sunday, October 5, 2014



October 6, 2014

Minasan konnichiwa!! 

It has been another great week with its fair share of unexpected and awesome. At the beginning of this transfer, I really prayed that I would be able to have a greater understanding of the Savior and His Atonement before I go home. That I would be able to more fully appreciate what He did for me. So with that as a start, let me tell you about my day on Tuesday. I had another fun kokan with Samowitz shimai and we talked to people all day trying to find people to teach!  It was really great and we found this one lady who had lived in America and met the missionaries, but didn’t really understand them so she cancelled the lessons. She was really excited to learn more again in Japanese!! Awesome how much God prepares people to accept the gospel. The missionaries in Takabata are in charge of planning the young women’s activities there, so we played night games at the church. We played ghost in the grave yard and.. well I am a missionary in Japan and I haven’t really gone through anything scary in a while. We turned out all of the lights and then went to go and find the person who was it, my heart was racing because I was so afraid. hahaha Lucky me, I found her, but she scared the living daylight out of me and I started to run away. My shoes were falling off, I couldn’t run fast enough, and then what do you know. My foot hit the doorway, sending immediate pain and shock up my leg. I couldn’t move my foot at all. They wanted me to go to the hospital immediately, but I was an hour away by train in Takabata and wanted to go in Yokkaichi because then I could follow up there. So the next morning, I had to walk all the way to the train. Walking is probably the hardest and most painful thing to do because when I walked it put pressure on my toe and sent shocking pain up my leg with every step. It was far and quite honestly the most pain I have ever experienced in my life. There were tears coming down my face because I wanted to just make it to Yokkaichi, but it seemed impossible to make it there. As I was walking. wait scratch that. gimping to the eki, my mind was caught up as if I was in a different place. I looked over to my left and I saw our Savior, Jesus Christ, with the cross on his shoulders; blood dripping down His face, crying out because of the pain He was going through, but smiling at me. He was walking too, but it was to a different place. He was walking to Calvary where He would be crucified for all of our sins, our sufferings, our weaknesses. I walked with Him, and realized that my pain wasn’t too bad in comparison to what He was feeling. He understood the pain and when I realized that, all I could feel was gratitude and reverence to Him. I know that the Savior walks with my every day, and I feel Him strengthening me every day, but that was different.  He truly carried me to the eki where I was able to make it to the hospital. The elders and Tachi shimai came to the hospital to help make sure we could understand exactly what it was. We had quite the party there. It turns out it was fractured.  He pushed it back into place and that was just sheer agony. But I knew that my Savior was there with me. I received a blessing from Elder Yamada, and it said -your mission is not over. You are close to the end, but your work is not finished yet. God has work left for you to do. Your physical pain will not prevent you from doing the work that you want to do and the work that God needs you to do. You have relied on the Savior before and you can rely on Him again. When you go home, your next mission begins. You will have no worries-.## It was seriously beautiful. Everyone has been telling me to just rest and to take it easy to the end, not ride my bike, not walk, not work, but that is something I can’t do. I know that every day, even though it hurts, that this is what God planned for me. This is strengthening my testimony of the Savior; this is exactly what I needed. Of course, not the answer I was expecting.
 I love my companion. I love my mission!!! 

Crofts Shimai

My fractured toe.  On the left is the initial break that is displaced and on the right is after it was reduced



I had to wear slippers to get in the hospital even with a broken toe that was displaced. Oh Japan.

The little toe isn't supposed to stick out like this
My support group at the hospital
I'm too young to walk with a cane
My foot after my toe was reduced
Oda Shimai took me shopping in a wheelchair to buy big shoes that would fit my foot
Plastic bag to keep my broken toe dry

Nishino Shimai got baptized. So happy for her.

Happy to be with my companion
Silly photo after a double zone conference
This nihonjin grandma was so tiny. I am a giant here. Oda Shimai laughs at this picture almost everyday.





Sunset in Japan

Splits with Samowitz Shimai






Crabs found by the kids

Monday, September 29, 2014



September 29, 2014

皆さんこんいち

元気でしょうか?It has been another AWESOME week, absolutely crazy in all forms (again). It all began last Monday... 

So we went to Yakiniku with the elders for P-day. On the way there, we met this girl named Kaori Chan, who is half Brazilian. She came to church on Sunday and she said that she never liked churches that she went to before, but she really loved our church. We meet her again tomorrow! While we were grocery shopping, we were talking about cheese and Garrett Shimai was saying how we have to try this one special cheese.  There was this woman who was obviously listening to us. So I asked her if she had ever tried the cheese and of course the answer was no.  But turns out, she lived in Utah, knew the missionaries, both of her host families were Mormon and she went to church for over a year. She even came to church like 20 years ago in Japan! She says she hasn’t seen missionaries, but she wants to meet us soon. Talk about someone prepared. There was a point where Adi said "I don`t mean to be rude, but what proof do you have?" when we talked about Jesus Christ & His resurrection. Of course, Oda Shimai misunderstood him and thought she said "what poop do you have?" After the lesson she was so confused and we basically were crying from laughing so hard because she still never made the connection that it was proof. They were so open minded and even though they are Hindu, they really want to learn more. 

Kobayashi San was really struggling last week when I talked to him, but we were able to do a lesson with the Warners which was totally awesome. We talked about Agency and how God loves us so much so he lets us choose happiness or unhappiness. Garrett Shimai has been eaten alive by mosquitos here, so she kept killing them with her hand during the lesson. hahaha. We taught a lesson to Mika with the Warners.. I guess you can say it was not your standard missionary lesson. As you know, Mika is a very spiritual person and was a median long ago. We think because she is so close to the spirit world that Satan works on her a lot and spirits visit her a lot. We struggled to help her understand the war in heaven (because she said that she is Japanese and can’t imagine something like that) so then we read D&C 129 together and had to talk about how she can recognize a good spirit from one from Satan. She was so excited and finally understood. After the lesson, Elder Warner just said "that was a weiiiiird lesson." hahaha every lesson I leave thinking that. 

We went to Fukutoku for zone conference with another zone. President Yamashita is so busy that we have to combine them. It was way awesome and Oda Shimai & I gave training in it about founding our missionary life on obedience. It was pouring rain on the way back so when we showed up for eikaiwa (English class) at night we were soaked. There is this little terror child that is 4 who comes to eikaiwa. His mom seriously doesn`t do anything to control him. He wraps himself around my leg, punched me, threw stuff at me, and even came up behind me and was sticking his head in my butt. Elder Gacillian was in the class too and he was just laughing so hard because of how much this kid was making me suffer. 

Thursday our perfect san nin became too good to be true. We got a call from the assistants randomly during the afternoon and they wanted to talk to Garrett Shimai. It got really quiet and next thing we know, she is bawling. Transferring. NOOOOO. There was a Shimai in Fiji that was sent home because she was so sick, and we are the only 3 nin companionship in the mission. So of course, she had to emergency transfer again. Just like that our apartment went from 4 nin, 3 nin, to futari!! We would always sing as a trio and it was basically the most wonderful thing ever. We sang for everyone in almost every lesson. We would even start singing for people on the street! We will miss her so much. Doing the things I love with 2 of my favorite people in the world all day? Too awesome. We sang for one less active sister. She recorded it and said (your song has become my treasure). So cute. 

Friday, we had a lesson with Kobayashi san again. We had daily contact with him last week. We taught him the rest of the commandments so he can feel more confident about baptism. The first commandment, about no other Gods before me, was the hardest for him. He said that is shitsurei to the other Gods! He was able to understand by the end. But he still says that he needs more time. We really tried to show him that he was ready for this Sunday, but he feels he can’t do it yet. It is a big decision and I am way glad he isn’t taking it lightly. On Sunday, he came to church and was able to see a baptism. It was seriously awesome and I think it helped him to feel a lot of peace about it. He loves church, he basically acts like a member. He just needs to get the courage to be baptized. When he is not meeting with us, he is thinking about what we teach him and what he needs to do. The baptism was great and Ushino Shimai will be an awesome member. The elder found her from housing. She looked so different after she was baptized! 

We had a sports activity at the high school next to the church and it was really fun! It was such a miracle because a member we have always wanted to help one of our investigators (who is always too busy) came and we were able to do a lesson with Nachan! Her parents are against her being baptized and she still doesn’t know if God is really there or not. She has prayed, tried so many things and never received an answer. So we invited her to go home and write down all of the things that she is grateful for and she will be able to see how much God really is there and blessing her. 

Garrett Shimai transferred on Sunday right after sacrament meeting. I had to give a talk on Sunday about prayer and we sung as all the missionaries. After 2 weeks of the gluten free diet, both of my companions are struggling to not go half-crazy not eating wheat. It is really hard. Hahaha. But it helps to do it all together and they have been feeling lots better!  We had to go on splits because there were several of our investigators at church and we were too busy. Yesterday, we were trying to figure out where we needed to go, so we just started heading out to this one area that is a little bit father. Then the elders called us and needed the gps for a less actives house so we had to go there. We ended up feeling we needed to work in that area and it was really awesome. We ended up finding 4 investigators yesterday. Sassy grandma gave us this t shirt tissue case and told us that she was too busy playing by herself to meet with us. . . what? hahaha. One of our new investigators, Motomura san`s husband died right after she had her baby a few months ago and she is really going through a hard time. I am so excited to help her have more hope! 

I never thought I would be able to achieve the standards of excellence for our mission, but God has helped us so much and strengthened our faith and made it possible to do it. He always prepares a way to accomplish the things He commands us. We just have to have patience.  I am so grateful for His mercy and love in helping us to work hard and be obedient. I love the church. I love my mission. I love Oda Shimai. 

今週頑張りましょうね
クロフツ姉妹


Two of my favorite people in the world in our 3 nin companionship
We love chocolate and Hi Chews
Soaked by the rain coming back from eikaiwa
This is what a Japanese train is like. It took great effort to accomplish this picture.

Beautiful river by our apartment


A shrine by Takagi Shimai's house
Nakamura Shimai at zone conference. She is so cute.


Ishida Shimai at zone conference


We love sushi


Our 3 with Sayaka Chan

Our nightly routine

Love Garrett Shimai

The beauty of having a companion who studied hair

Missing Garrett Shimai
Garrett Shimai drew this. Ha Ha